took picture w sis. i love her; although she's lykk young? she can understand people well. she knows when im feeling down; she knows when im angry; she will do sweet lil small things t cheer plp up :}ii think this problem tt surtace nw is rather dumb; i hope noone gets involved & nobody gets hurts. but things cant really seems t go in that way >_____<am i to be blamed? idk lahhs; but i just feel inferior):i hope everything changes & everybody can stay happy.those w boifrens t stay sweet. *i get what i want; i get what i need; but i NEVER get the simplest thing in my life hu all others could*Labels: sick and tired of all these :(

i think im tired; real tired; i dun wna continue anymore; if GOD could grant me a wish; i hope for death; just lyk th way JesusCHrist did, dying for sins that i commited and givin up my too tired life. i cant stand it anymore. things are just gettin worst; i DOUBT it will ever turn for the better, T_T
i just hope if life could be better for a second; but it has never been; i feel that im bringing problems; im changing and affectin others' life. sho for what should i continue, it's wayyyy too TIRING.
VIVIAN GIVE UP ON HER LIFE; SHE HAS GOT NO OTHER CHOICE. SHE BELIEVES.
DEATH IS NT MY GREATEST FEAR IN MY LIFE; FRENS ARD ME GETTING HURT IS TERRIBLE; & I DUNT WNA LOSE MY DEAREST. IM AFRAID TO FACE THESE. I RATHER IM THE ONE.
Labels: IM TIREDDD

i found out that sometimes love reallyy reaallyyy hurts. & my dear brother; dun b sad; and dont bring eurself to hate cause eu will regret it just lykk ii did in the past. just a short lil post for my bro and myself ; we needed reminders in this. i hope everything get thru. Labels: reaallyyy reaalllyy hurting
ONE WORD FOR TH DAY: fcuk =X
im boreddd.
& someone is making it worse; everything is ust my bloody fault; nothing goes right when im there. but do YOU think that i wan all that. think usin ur brain if u've one.
im not trying to argue w ue; but if u knows the problem is there; cant u just solve it than treating it as if it does'nt exist.
it difficult for both me and uue,
ue're not the only one doing all those stuff; if ue feels that everything is just my fault; & IM SO UNABLE TO HELP; den i will just shudup and heck care evth. im tired; just lykk YOU.
im back for MALAYSIA for Genting. <3>
YYYALCHOHOL MY LOVES; x3333
dudes; wait for YA gifts;
MIA~! x]]
miss mii frens(:
ANW; MY PROGRESS REPORT SUCKS; =\
i realise things go on for us; no matter where and when we're. we'll continue in that way. <3
takcares in there; with love x3
Labels: all i had was what ue did; but nothing that i did for YOU